2009 is ending in like less than 24 hours time.
This means 2010 is on its way.
Egg-citing.

Before that, let me recall what happened this year. The 2009 memories. Bad and good ones.

• Get my O level's result.
• Got shocked to where i will be posted to for poly education.
• Made new friends DMD(games). Especially 0903.
• Had enough of rumours and heartbreaking moments about my previous relationship and had a break-up.
• A playing game between me and best friend turn out to be real. (: ! And now, he's my boyfriend. MINE!
• Dad went for peacemaker op.
• Moving house.
• Learnt that poly life is freaking horrible than what i thought it'll be.
• WORK experience -from Jan to Apr 09'.
• CHALETTTT with 5B2. And miss them!
• Dumped by a friend once said she's my best friend.
• Learnt how to put on BETTER make up.
• A little level up in fashion sense.
• I learnt that i have diabetes.
• MET my dearest CPS-ians back for raya and pretty much close with them back now.
• I'm LEGALLY 18 !!!

AND MANY MORE.

I hope 2010 will be better.
Much better.
NEW YEAR'S resolutions not up yet.
But for 2010 not much resolutions.
Some logic ones. (:

Bye sexyloves.

Hello.

Yesterday was fun and yesterday was fugly too.
Let me just describe the fun part and ignore the fugly part.
Cause the fugly part are not meant to be remembered. (: !

Anyway, movie marathon with 0903 yesterday. Avatar and Sherlock Holmes. Was suppose to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks, but we cancelled it out. Maybe, another day.


Avatar. AWESOME. You people should watch this. IN 3D ! Yeah, we watch it in 3D ! Fun okayy! Though the specs this time round doesn't make me go woo-woo-ga-ga ! :D But still, it's 3D. Okay, okay! Anyway, anyhow, it's a good good excellent movie. Great job. THUMBS UP! 10/10 ! =D




Sherlock Holmes was the next movie. Overall rating, it's okay (for me). In the middle of the movie, i was practically asleep. So, i watched the beginning and the ending. (: ! So, i can't rate this one yet. Sorry. HAHA.

Played pool with the guys, and it's awesome. Baby were teaching me how to play and all. Appreciate it a million love. =D ! I'll play it properly the next time round. Which according to my dear 0903, will be months away. HAHA!

After everything, went to coffee bean. Zac wasn't with us by then. Coffee Bean -everyone's dead tired. Drank and off we went to Plaza Sing. And we got separated there. (: !

That's for yesterday. (: !

Today's awesome.
Home all the way.
Packing. :D


Enough updates. Bye loved ones. SEE YA SOON.

Photo's by: http://out-zero.deviantart.com/art/Drink-the-love-53536632


I thought i've spent a lot of my sister's money and i told her, "Next time, when i want to buy anything. Please tell me to pay instead of you. I use too much of your money already."

With the shock yet happy expression she said, "Okay. That's better."

Seriously, i've been spending a lot lot.
Let me list it all down.

Body shop:

1 Compact Powder
1 Wild Berries lip Butter
1 Strawberry lip Balm
1 eyeliner
3 colours of lip glosses
1 concealer
1 facial blotting tissue
1 night cream
1 Strawberry Shower gel
1 Love etc. Body Wash
1 Love etc. Perfume
1 wooden comb

Besides all this, i also bought this additional neccesities. Heh heh.

1 new reef flops
1 new black purse
1 new iPouch
1 new phone strap
1 new Sony golden earpiece

And everything's listed ain't cheap. You know. Thus the reaction from me of telling my sister to inform me to pay myself for my next bill/shopping expenses. (: ! But still i need to control myself. No OVER shopping. Buy things one at a time. *winkwink*

Let's move on.

I MISS BABY like fucking A LOT! Not been meeting him for like what? 3 days? And it's going to be the 4th day tomorrow. I hate holidays sometimes. =| ! Forget yesterday. I want everything to be just fine today. *smile wide wide*

Family affairs is going real well. Mum and dad's happy. Siblings happy. And everyone's happy. Spent quality time with them last Wednesday. Went to wild wild wet and swam like the whole day. We played true or dare. And hell, lots of laughter. Dinner was a sleepy moment for everyone that night. (: ! *grinning*

School both bad and good. Don't want to talk much about school. It's HOLIDAY people. HAHA! :D

Monday, movie marathon with 0903. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make it happened. :D ! I miss 0903 so much. Truely and honestly. (: !

Maple is being such an urgh! Or maybe it's my connection? I kept on being DC-ed. I hate it. And i can't continue my rescue don't-know what princess because none of my friends are online to party with me. Besides everyone's level is so freaking high. Sob! Anyway, never mind. (: !

What's more to update?
I guess nothing else.
Then i better get going.

:D I KNOW TODAY'S UPDATE IS CRAPPY, BUT I FELT LIKE UPDATING IT ANYWAY. MY BLOG MY SAY. WAHAHAHA! :D

Bye sexylovesss.

Hello.

Another D, yeah another D. May not be a F but still seriously i feel stupid this time round. Where is my abilities to get better grades? The more i try to hold on and do better for this semester , the more i felt that i'm useless. I felt like as if i ain't at the right place. I don't know but it's like if i already feel this horrible for semester 2, how would i survive for year 2? Urgh, i don't know. And at this very moment, i don't want to know.

Well, some of you out there getting D is better. But, to me i felt useless. I don't want to be at the bottom. I don't want to feel stupid and keep on doing things i don't like with ultimate effort and in the end, everything end up with just a D.

Forget it.
Forget it Hidah.
Just walk forward.
It's not the end yet.
It's not an entire F yet.
So yeah, you can.

I don't know if i'm at the right place.
I don't know if i'm moving at the right path.
Cause it seems that each time i thought i'm moving well, it just no.
Everything were wrong eventually.

Hello.

Today Hidah is a SAD SAD girl in school.
Basically because she had to re-draw her storyboarding assignment and make sure it's better than her previous work. Cause she don't want to disappoint MissC anymore, but still her 2nd work isn't up to standard. ARGH!
What did Hidah learnt from this?
Hidah learnt that NO MORE last minute work!

Another reason for Hidah being a SAD SAD girl is because she delayed her beloved classmates (Zac, Ke Yang, Arie, Hafiz, Candace and Abid) lunch time. That's really bad of me. Sorry honeyyyyy-s ! I didn't mean to delay everything. But, anyway thank you very much!

Just when Friday was going to be NOT my day, Baby made it all fine just by looking into my eyes and tell me, it's okay. I'm here. Chill sayang. (: ! Though i didn't show the SMILE and kinda tolak your help but still deep inside it bright me up. Thank you very much! I love you.

And and, Fizah darling just called me and she'll be coming overnight here at my place. =D !
Can't wait.

I guess i better get going. (: !
Bye.

DIALOUGES FOR THE DAY:


"2 weeks somemore! And you guys hide it! Like that like that."
"Wait, so is it confirm?"
"Eh eh!! I saw that!! Oh oh."
"Finally announcing it?"

Many more were said actually.
So, you guessed it.
It's all revealed.
What more can i say?
Thanks to pixel for making me feel so guilty from hiding our relationship status for long.
And everything were flowing out from our very own mouth SMOOTHLY to the class. One by one.



Happy Happy.
Chilling out, accompanied by the raindrops, how sweet?
Looking in each other eyes and whisper , I LOVE YOU.
Simply sweet.
The sweetest thing of all, wrapped in his arms and no one make any move, any sound except the raindrops.
Every moment were well spent.
Joy Joy.
EVERY MOMENT baby.
Every moment with you today and all the time.

It's true that people say...
Take life one step at a time.
With a step at a time, life seems to be much more easier.
Even though there's some minor problems, but still everything seems to be handle-able.
Thanks for the life i'm leading right now.
It's not 100% free from demands but at least i know i am able to cope with whatever life is demanding.
No longer wrapped in fear all the time.
And happy is all around me.
Slowly, life is coloured.
(:















PS: Baby i know somehow you'll only read this BIG one. So at the end of the day , in other words , YOU MADE ME INTO A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL TODAY AND I ♥ YOU.

CRAMPS! CRAMPS! CRAMPS!
I'm having cramps.
And it's making me WEAK! WEAK! WEAK!
When i'm weak, it makes me DOWN! DOWN! DOWN!