Good morning.
I couldn't sleep nimore. ):
I wanna sleep longer. Like hello i slept at 3.30AM.
But my brain auto on at 9AM.
I'm sad.
Very sad.
CAUSE I WANNA SLEEP LONGER, of course.
Okay forget it. I'm awake so might as well stay awake.
Heading down to Singtel later anywayysssss.
I'm bored. Okay i shall watch movie. ^^v
Bye.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Do i even exist?
You said you're sorry.
But you never showed like you were.
In fact, you black faced me and you never talk to me.
All you did was just keep quiet.
And when i speak, only shoulders shrugged.
Then what do you expect me to do?
Hey, how many time must i say to inject things in your brain that i am a lady of a feelings.
I come with feelings and i am fragile.
Just that i am not like fragile as in -Once broken consider sold.
I'm fragile in a way that i am sensitive.
Get it?
Nahh. I don't think so.
Cause you ain't focusing on me anymore lately.
Continue walking away from me like that.
Continue breaking my heart okay?
Thanks.
AND FUCK IT.
Now, i felt the threat again cause she's out there on her own.
For all i know she's praying over you.
You said you're sorry.
But you never showed like you were.
In fact, you black faced me and you never talk to me.
All you did was just keep quiet.
And when i speak, only shoulders shrugged.
Then what do you expect me to do?
Hey, how many time must i say to inject things in your brain that i am a lady of a feelings.
I come with feelings and i am fragile.
Just that i am not like fragile as in -Once broken consider sold.
I'm fragile in a way that i am sensitive.
Get it?
Nahh. I don't think so.
Cause you ain't focusing on me anymore lately.
Continue walking away from me like that.
Continue breaking my heart okay?
Thanks.
AND FUCK IT.
Now, i felt the threat again cause she's out there on her own.
For all i know she's praying over you.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I don't even know where to begin.
Because i don't even know how things actually sparks.
All i know was black face the next moment i opened my eyes.
And nothing were spoken. When i asked, voice were kept and only shoulders shrugged.
Hey, what's going on?
But he apologised. I told him forget about whatever happened (which i don't know apart from rejecting the offer).
I freaking prayed to god before i leave the house that he actually will be fine by the time i reached school.
Well, god didn't manage to listen to me (i guess) cause i receive yet another black face.
Oh my. I got crushed instantly.
However, still hoping for him to actually start a conversation.
I mean he said he was sorry didn't he?
But why the black faces and all the silence (untill now).
What do i do then?
What do i do? SOMEONE tell me what do i do? ):
Because i don't even know how things actually sparks.
All i know was black face the next moment i opened my eyes.
And nothing were spoken. When i asked, voice were kept and only shoulders shrugged.
Hey, what's going on?
But he apologised. I told him forget about whatever happened (which i don't know apart from rejecting the offer).
I freaking prayed to god before i leave the house that he actually will be fine by the time i reached school.
Well, god didn't manage to listen to me (i guess) cause i receive yet another black face.
Oh my. I got crushed instantly.
However, still hoping for him to actually start a conversation.
I mean he said he was sorry didn't he?
But why the black faces and all the silence (untill now).
What do i do then?
What do i do? SOMEONE tell me what do i do? ):
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Hello.
I really don't know what to do now. I mean i'm frustrated with myself because i have not been taking care of myself lately. I am not going any way nearer to achievement yet. I stopped halfway. Now, i got it all started back. And i ain't stopping. Really. This time i swear. I promise to myself.
Okay i'm messed up. I want my milk. ):
BYE.
I really don't know what to do now. I mean i'm frustrated with myself because i have not been taking care of myself lately. I am not going any way nearer to achievement yet. I stopped halfway. Now, i got it all started back. And i ain't stopping. Really. This time i swear. I promise to myself.
Okay i'm messed up. I want my milk. ):
BYE.
Hello.
Have you ever felt like you shopped too much and then you were so fucking guilty that your mum will slaughter you? :D
HAHA. I had that feeling eversince i bought myself many many things this week. Surprisingly, mum didn't slaughter me neither did she nag. Yeah, i shop many many this week. Let me see what have i been buying (or you shall say shopping). Okay, i bought a new t-shirt, rings, hairbands, school stufffffffffffffffff and a new watch. And all this cost me 100 bucks? No, not really 100 bucks. Specifically 98 bucks. HELL, tell me how do you explain Singapore as a cheap country then? ): ! Now, i'm left with a single 2 dollar note in my wallet. But when i look at the things i bought i don't feel any regrets. Cause it worth the moneyyyy lah. AWESOME SHIT STUFFFF. Besides, a lady ain't a lady without shopping.
And someone stole my beloved birkenstock. ): ! I cried like a girl that didn't get her lollipop because mummy said no. I mean hello, it's my one and first sandals i ever bought using my OWN hard work moneyyyyyyyy~ I was so angry you know. Lucky day, so many people was wearing birkenstock when i actually lost mine -today. Awesome right? Heart acheeeeee~
Okay i'm running out of words. I guess i better get going. Byeeeeeee loves.
PS: To who it may concern . You should just die. Really.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Internet connection sucks to the max. I swear. Getting frustrated.
Basically today isn't my day . I skipped ONGD and i missed meet up with GF. The best part of life today is i had dinner with my classmates (which i've not been doing for 93739473846276323 days/weeks/months/years) . Besides dinner, i finally had my ELMO keychain and a new teeee shirt. Now, youtube is a bitch. It's not loading for me. :/ i want to watch videooooos.
I'm bored. Yes bored. I don't know what to do. I'm tired too. But i don't feel like sleeping. I feell like singing. I shall sing then.
Nights everyone.
Okay. Here's a joke we talk about over dinner.
"You thirsty?"
"Wait, i buy for you potion."
HAHAHA. Okay lame. BYEEEE.
Basically today isn't my day . I skipped ONGD and i missed meet up with GF. The best part of life today is i had dinner with my classmates (which i've not been doing for 93739473846276323 days/weeks/months/years) . Besides dinner, i finally had my ELMO keychain and a new teeee shirt. Now, youtube is a bitch. It's not loading for me. :/ i want to watch videooooos.
I'm bored. Yes bored. I don't know what to do. I'm tired too. But i don't feel like sleeping. I feell like singing. I shall sing then.
Nights everyone.
Okay. Here's a joke we talk about over dinner.
"You thirsty?"
"Wait, i buy for you potion."
HAHAHA. Okay lame. BYEEEE.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Hello.
How is everyone doing? (:
I'm glad to announce that i'm doing great for everything with minor and major hurdles in life. But afterall, life is pretty much awesome. I miss blogging for like seriously. The thing is as i grow older i have lesser things to blog about. Tsk.
Here i am having my breakfast. A bowl of cornflakesss in my room singing to taylor swift - Fearless. HAHA! I'm bored. Hidayu is coming over at 11 plus to get ready to Zalina's wedding. I'm still hesitating to bring camera or not to bring. Okay, i shall bring. FINEEE i'm lame. I know. Oh and i'm sms-ing boyfriend too.
Omg, see i'm a multitask-er.
Okay, i better get going.
In short, LIFE IS AWESOME.
<3
How is everyone doing? (:
I'm glad to announce that i'm doing great for everything with minor and major hurdles in life. But afterall, life is pretty much awesome. I miss blogging for like seriously. The thing is as i grow older i have lesser things to blog about. Tsk.
Here i am having my breakfast. A bowl of cornflakesss in my room singing to taylor swift - Fearless. HAHA! I'm bored. Hidayu is coming over at 11 plus to get ready to Zalina's wedding. I'm still hesitating to bring camera or not to bring. Okay, i shall bring. FINEEE i'm lame. I know. Oh and i'm sms-ing boyfriend too.
Omg, see i'm a multitask-er.
Okay, i better get going.
In short, LIFE IS AWESOME.
<3
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