I'm running out of words. D:

Fuck it. My F on my keyboard just came off. ):

And count how many F is there on the sentence up there. F.

Okay, grenade suddenly sounded fake. haaaaa~

Had my first session with my personal trainer. Awesome workout today. ANDDDDDD I NEED A YOGA MAT SOONNNN. So i can do my stretches and core exercises at home.

Anyway, what a small world, my trainer is actually my neighbour. And training with him ain't difficult. I'm looking forward for friday. (:

bye.

Okayy hello everyone. (:

The picture above is when i'm all ready for gym but the time says i'm too early for it. Anyway, it's raining cats and dogs here at Bukit Batok. Lightning never fails to scare me. Alright, enough.

Well, i've received my time-table for next semester. I'm not really looking forward for 3D. However, what can i do? I can't possibly run away from it right? So, i guess i have to stay and look forward to it and not to let history repeats itself. And hell yeah, i think mr dennis is one smart lecturer! Or maybe i shall say the school is smart? This is because i ain't in the same class as boyfriend for UID anymore. In fact, we have no common classes together.

Here is a brief of my time-table :

Wednesday - UID , 12 to 3.

Thursday - 3D , 12 to 3.

Friday - E comms , 10 to 11.

Alright, that's it. And i sincerely think i really needa buck up this time round. Wish me luck okay? Overall i'm still looking forward for school.

And i'm still too early for gymmmmm~

Okay bye!

COOOOOLLLDDDDD. brrrr.

Asked yourself.

Sometimes i wonder baby. I wonder.

No matter how much today hurts, i learnt to speak lesser and think harder and more. It made me learnt that life ain't about me , myself and i. It made me learnt no matter what others have install for you , you got to be open and accept it. I learnt that no matter how much you think about others it may just be one big mistake of your own because that is not what or who they are. I also learnt that words are so powerful that they can be a weapon to slice up one's heart. I learnt to choose a better word. I learnt a lot. For whatever i've learnt, i want to apologise to every and each heart that i've hurt. I didn't mean to. I swear.

Forgive me if i cried a lot. That is me. I can't stop it. I'm sorry for that too.

And, if i said i hate you, trust me, that wasn't what i mean. Nothing beats being with you. Nothing beats sitting down and laugh with you. You're my blood. Why will i even hate you? I love you more than i love anyone else. I really do. Trust me. Just, please, do notice that i need a little more from you. You know what it is.

People may be looking at me differently now. But it's okay because i got what i deserve.

I'm tired being sad. I want to be happy, once before i'm dead at least. ♥

How much will everything else cost?