No matter how much today hurts, i learnt to speak lesser and think harder and more. It made me learnt that life ain't about me , myself and i. It made me learnt no matter what others have install for you , you got to be open and accept it. I learnt that no matter how much you think about others it may just be one big mistake of your own because that is not what or who they are. I also learnt that words are so powerful that they can be a weapon to slice up one's heart. I learnt to choose a better word. I learnt a lot. For whatever i've learnt, i want to apologise to every and each heart that i've hurt. I didn't mean to. I swear.

Forgive me if i cried a lot. That is me. I can't stop it. I'm sorry for that too.

And, if i said i hate you, trust me, that wasn't what i mean. Nothing beats being with you. Nothing beats sitting down and laugh with you. You're my blood. Why will i even hate you? I love you more than i love anyone else. I really do. Trust me. Just, please, do notice that i need a little more from you. You know what it is.

People may be looking at me differently now. But it's okay because i got what i deserve.

I'm tired being sad. I want to be happy, once before i'm dead at least. ♥